October 2, 2014
I just did something that I’ve been dreading. I filled out the interest form for the YWCA’s childcare program.
I know. It’s silly. I shouldn’t be afraid to do this.
But it scares me. It scares me to be too prepared. I was prepared before Sofia was born. And then we had all these people to call, all these things to cancel.
So I’ve been dreading thinking about childcare. And now I’ve contacted one, my first choice. I’m going to wait a couple of days before I decide if I want to contact a second. I know that I should.
But I don’t know if I’m ready.